After

So many nights,

Of going between emotions,

Of wondering,

Of hurting,

Of insomnia,

Of being confused,

Of crying,

She finally decided to let go.

He never contacted,

She wondered what happened.

She worried,

She feared,

She hurt.

She felt that he was a stranger, no longer known to her.

So she decided it's time to let go.

At least there was a direction.

Instead of going in between holding on and letting go.

Because it tore her apart.

Because holding on felt so much more painful.

She fought,

God knows how she fought.

But it was no use.

So she raised the white flag,

And left.

It was all a dream.

A lie.